sanctuary, a haven of peace, a
propitious place for the meditation and for the introspection. We were
able to meditate widely on our own situation and the one of the beings
that we were going to meet and sometimes have a more formal contact,
originating from the Âshram or beside. The Âshram, it is
not Auroville, it is really something else, it is really an other vibration
and form of life. The Samâdhi reminded us as a hive with the sweetened
and secured beauty that this creation gesture can bring with it in its
regularities rhythms. Yet the Queen is no more there, maybe only in
the sacred secret of the beings who come there to look for a contact
or a presence. The devotional rite and the living of the Bhakti are
act and commitment which appeared so essentially sacred and consequent
in the spirit of this Yoga; we did not always catch the accuracy of
this approach so formalized sometimes in its rite as it happened and
happens sometimes at the Samâdhi, approach sometimes pretty conventional
(but it is true, why not?), and this particularly, in the spreading
infatuation of the ‘spiritual tourism’ and those crowds
floods*(3. See Notes page 32) at the last Darshan (21st of February,
where we went), which, in their proportions, appear more and more consequent
to come and prostrate at the Samâdhi; we can be tempted to ask
the question in front of such an integral and rigorous commitment asked
from this Yoga at an individual level : –“Would not this
kind of Bhakti be the premises of a religious layer of Bhakti which
would have no more to do with this so incisive, demanding and original
aspect of the Works of Sri Aurobindo and the Mother ?” There,
maybe, the germ of a tacit acceptation of diversion and adrift, at the
benefit of who and of what ?…The question, as it seems for us,
stays open. Meanwhile, we would like so deeply that every genuflexion,
every offering of His own presence in the present of the Moment would
be the only essential gesture of the sacrifice of the Works, same Works
which took the bodies of Sri Aurobindo and the Mother and of the ones
who aspire to this so deeply and divinely necessary Truth to Become
and be at last.
As in each place, even — and especially — the most centred
towards the divine quest, we have there encountered what we discover
usually in humanity — and our Lord knows how much imagination
and humour — namely some good and not so good, sometimes a certain
kind of beauty, of presence, a simplicity indeed even a natural kindness
or in any case an amiability emanating from certain beings (from what
I know, they are no particular qualities of this Yoga, in any case not
essential, but it helps !), as also from others certain types of arrogance
more or less virtuous sufficiently exaggerated and prohibited, indeed
even some self-importance, at the best (?) condescension, but never
with this pretension, this rudeness and this vulgarity that we can meet
in Occident or in the places where this majority population