our heart, of our soul, for not
being more really, for not being able to even think to be as
long as we shall not have taken a clear and liberated position of our
real desire of Participating in the Works. Deep scission in
the world of the Yoga of the Truth, we cannot understand , receive,
assimilate these uses of power, this imputation right in the body of
the Yoga of the Life; to those beings placed in forced exile* (*geographical
and “ideative” we name here Satprem and Sujata, for only
naming them, but how many others does it exist ? (writing
of Saturday the 17th of November 01, Samâdhi AM, page 31),
our being can only associate himself and fraternize unconditionally.
How can disciples, brothers and sisters, close to this Yoga itself so
tied with Sincerity and Truth, how can they effectively sur-vive in
this world of Yoga named ‘integral’ with this responsibility
and this so underlying and heavy secret, in a place that saw such a
Dolour, dolour that did not resorbed into a Pardon, this collective
pardon to oneself which only could transmute effectively the
very Flesh of the hive — this power in germ of the unity in the
“collective” — hive so weakly honeyed of Truth and
Consequence, which, since that time, we have to admit seems to us a
little forlorn and a tiny bit lost under some diverted aspects from
the essential, and for good reason ! How do we do to live such a cleavage
in our heart, in our soul, in our conscience, how to go beyond this
abyss in ourselves ? From then on, which reality could be found in those
words of fraternity and of unity ? Because at last, can we still doubt
of the “essentiality” of the engagement and of the yogic
value of those ‘exiles’ from what they bring in complement
to those Works already so much engaged by the Mother and Sri Aurobindo
? Of course, we can burry our head in the sand, but while the ostrich
is acting as an ostrich, what is happening then to our acts of Creation
? It seems to us that there is right there a responsibility which has
certainly to be carried and transmuted for everyone of us in the silence
of his heart and of his being as little as we care about his Path and
his Becoming. Because it is right there in the heart of this ‘ourselves’
that we live the EXILE, the exile of this lack of Truth, of this Ignorance
which still occupies our recalcitrant substances, let’s not be
foolish and not take the mask of the offended and worthy Virtue ! We
noticed how the lived Bhakti in the depth of our being could be creative
and play an important role in this Yoga, it appears to us also that
the falsehood in state of manifestation of those same Works becomes
an Offence done to our own being right in the depth of his most intimate
sacred. We carry this burden of an original Lie, of a non-formulated,
of a Life retention, of a betrayal present before starting, it has been
fixed in the cell, it was fixed here well specifically in an irrevocable
Fact until there it seems; yet can that be an ‘irrevocable’
for ever ? It cannot be fossilized in an absolute determinism, it would
be then denying the powers of the grace and it