.Rhythm, light, illuminations,
“fulls”, “empties”, blacks, whites, bodies,
trunks, jambs, paunches, as many lives which animate and people from
characters the pages of already too heavy thoughts of the human beings.
To find the Sense, to err to find the Sense, to walk, that can take
a meaning, it is true.
To walk as those letters which run on the paper, tempting themselves
to define, to circumscribe the quest of the Sense, to catch it, to embrace
it, to hold it tightly on his heart, on his soul, as an infinite love
which cannot be able not to continue, which cannot end, to keep it,
it is so much there, so present, so loving, so alive, so almost corporeal,
as an alive living of true Life, so really alive !… The space
of a moment, the space of a nostalgia, of a numinous, almost already
disappeared, the space of a much cherished essence of our soul, so much
heavy of a Known yet already forgotten. — Ah… this light
in the heart, what would not we do to finally make it of captive strength
into the donjon of our secret desire of God; but then, there is the
path of our un-accomplished, there is this way to go in the wide and
vacant spaces of the Time, this giant filter, those marvellous ingredients
to make from errance our imposed plate of nomad of laws of our Ignorance
still.
Meanwhile in somewhere something has moved, I have discovered in the
sign one aspect of the powerlessness of human beings, a secret of their
unavowed solitude, I am maybe already less alone, but what can this
still really well say ?
(1) errance: wandering
(2) PAVITRA, ‘The Pure’, name given to Philippe BARBIER
Saint HILAIRE, polytechnician scientific and French disciple of Sri
Aurobindo and of the Mother.
(3) Here SRI AUROBINDO